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AGE COMPLEXITIES.

Date created: 15th December 2011
Date written: 15th December 2011
Date happened: Uh, no idea. Today? 15th December, I guess? D:!

Hey what’s up everyone!

…Or maybe, everyone-who-still-visits-this-blog-which-is-actually-close-to-0-yay!

Anyway, I just wanted to blog and ya’know, let you know what’s going on currently.

…Even though I have a Common Test tomorrow/later. Ohohoho, I am so scrwereeded.

Or not! Hopefully! D:!

Anyway, I just wanted to rant on how old I think I’m becoming already. IF you didn’t know, I’d just mark it down that 15th Decemember was the day that I actually saw the rant of a 18-year-old threatening a 14 year-old kid for stealing his 16 year-old girlfriend.

The first thing that came to my mind was…

Seriously? U mad, brah?!

First of all; what you doing with a girl that already broke up with you?!

Second; Gurl, wat u doing wit a 14 year old?!

FINALLY – YO, THIS IS SO MESSED UP!

I mean, when /I/ was 14, I was wondering what class I would be in when I going in Sec 3 and what CCA I wanted to be in and being a Prefect, and man, it was tough!

I didn’t go around chasing skirts, ESPECIALLY NOT ONE THAT’S 16. Dude, you’re only 14, srslY? Is Sec 2 passed medical checks yet, where they check your puberty level?

Damn man, damn!

Seriously, what’s going on with kids nowadays!

But then again, after mentioning this, I kinda looked at my age now, and daaaaaaaaaamn, I’m already 19!

The 1 year before the big 20! And it always seemed that I was still like, teenager-aged.

Maybe it’s because I’m still schooling, and of the such?

But it might also be a coincidence [or not], that Taylor Swift just turned 22 a few days back.

22!

And I’m 19, I have 3 years before I hit that mark, and yet, I have not really achieved anything.

Well, yes, I mean achieving for my own, and not schooling or whatnot.

I mean, I’m already 19! And I still have not done anything for myself, which is kinda sad, in a way. Like, from 20 – 30 should be the peak period of my life; Then 30-40, getting your life on track for the future; Then 40-50 working slowly/going to retire; 50-60 enjoy life; 60-?? worrying about when you’d leave this world.

So, yeah! 19 already, yet still here, you know, living the life of a machine that everyone goes through. Study, work, earn a lot of money to return back to the government [OOPS!].

But yeah, I mean at 50, no matter how many millions you have, you can’t like, do all those crazy stuff and all the partehs!

Nope nope. You just get really high-class parties, if you’re rich. If you’re not very rich, you just get home-crashings.

I mean, your peers should have kids and whatnot already. Or maybe some haven’t retire, or some not there already. [I mean they go overseas, not what hor. Choy!]

So I’uno. I intend to make my first step come Saturday [HOPEFULLY!], and not back out like always.

I’m just afraid its just another “3 minutes fire” kind of thing. [What was that my sis used that time…]

But yeah, I mean, I’ve never really been one to be known for perfection, nor one to always stick to something and run with it for the rest of my life.

My mind keeps changing, and changing, and changing.

And changing.

Sometimes its good, because it allows me to think like, “Oh, this is very bad.” To “Oh, this is actually quite enjoyable!” in like, a few weeks.

On the contrary, its also same on the flip side, so it can turn from good to bad very quickly.

I mean, yes, sure I could put my mind to it, but hey, its part of me! I can’t really change it on the go.

And now I’m contradicting myself.

Oh great.

SO ANYWAY, yeah, I’m going to embark on a personal journey come Saturday, hopefully. I mean, its quite a financial investment. But still, you know, no risk no returns!

I’ve been reading loads of articles from those successful and made it already in the field, and one line they have been repeating regularly would be:

“Chasing your passion”
“No risk, no returns”

Well, not exactly their word for word, but along those lines. And I know, I won’t be really earning big bucks from this. Heck, I might not even have a secure future. But you know, I’m just going to make it into a hobby, and not my work, because when work and hobby gets mixed up, there’s bound to be conflicts.

And hey, why have internal conflicts when you can avoid them? :D!

So yeah, hoping for the best that I stick with this route. But then again, I need to find people. And its hard. I don’t wanna work with people I don’ t know! ):

So support plzkthx! :D!

And well, I think I’ll just try to hit 1k this time around. Then maybe do a little bit of revision, then head to bed because well, it’s getting late already! 3:43am! Guilty spark! [AHAHAHA, HALO REFERENCE. Okay, you most probably won’t get it.]

So yeah, looks like I still got lots to say, but I don’t really know how to phrase it in a way that won’t reveal too much, yet also talk about it?

Ahaha, I’m so weird that way.

Anyway, I found someone who is actually quite like me! I mean like, the opposite of me, but still.

Like, if you took my thinking, change boy to girl and girl to boy, and well, you kinda get it.

And I just realized this a couple of days ago!

So freakeh! Hahaha!

Well, because I thought no one would be able to think like me, but, there is. So, you know. Its good!

…I think. Haha!

So… What else is there.

OH! I don’t think I’d be going to the NYP Musical, because I didn’t know tickets must be taken from the Admin office. I thought can book one.

GAHH.

Boo.

Anyway, looks like La Guitare dates are also confirmed! So if you wanna come down and support my last concert in NYP, contact meh! :D!

Okay, 1k words! kBAI!

=Kambodia.

P.S. Woo, okay, that’s a really disorganized blog post. Head… Hurts… Damn…

But okay, see ya reading people soon! :D! Or rather, I’d write again real soon, reading peeps! :D!