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20112011 Update!

Date created: 20th Novemeber 2011
Date written: 20th November 2011
Date happened: 20th November 2011

So what’s up people! Yes, I know, long time no update. And it looks like the counter is slowly increasing to 15,000! You know what that means! :D!

Anyways, so if you’ve [or not] heard, my arm was busted severely some days back. Well, its just muscle soreness for those that actually work out their arms regularly, but hey, I’m not one of them!

So basically, my arm’s maximum extension is just 90 degrees, any more and my back muscles would hurt.

My arm couldn’t extend past let’s say… 100 degrees? Otherwise my biceps would hurt. And maaaaaaaan, it was abnormalously big after work out.

Even /I/ was scared of it. o_o.

Anyway, yeah, because my school is having this compulsory module for all NS-fit men, where you have to go and work out and stuff. Well, they force you to, so you can’t really escape.

So I did pull-ups on Monday, which was a 14th, which means its Sunday today, for those that are wondering.

I did 12 x 3 sets of wide arm, 12 x 3 sets of underhand. So for someone who has NEVER done a SINGLE pull-up in his life, has to do 36+36=69 pull-ups in a day.

Assisted, of course.

But it doesn’t matter, it hurts, BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD. Till I can’t even use my lappy properly, that’s how bad it is.

But I’m fine and dandy now, and I actually don’t mind doing it again, though. Now that I’ve experienced the after-effects. Its not all that bad!

So hmm, what is there to update somemore?

I caught the movies “Tintin” and “Immortals”, and they were awesome.

Well, who can’t like Tin Tin? He’s awesome. But yes, I did hate him when I was a small kid because his comics was always in abundance and not the “Asterix” comics. And being the young, foolish and naïve me, I actually thought they valued Tin Tin more than Asterix, and thus, Asterix never come out.

I was a sad boy everytime there isn’t a new chapter[?] of it. ):

But I caught Tin Tin for the first time today, in like, 10 years? I think got 10 also, that I’m actually past the COVER PAGE of it.

And I’m a happy boy. Takes me back to how stories were made at that time.

A hero; his side-kick; a very hate-able character that follows; clumsy side characters.

I mean, if you grew up in a time like mine, I’m sure you know what I’m talking about. Unlike shows now where all TRIES to be likeable. Unlike the Captain, where initially he was such a downer, but becomes not-so-much-yet-still-of-a-downer.

Oops, spoiler alert!

And that’s about it for Tin Tin, go catch it if you have the chance! Its so lifelike somemore, the animation. Especially Snowy, ‘sibei’ lifelike, I tell you.

“Immortals” was not so bad. I actually thought the ending was an intro to “300”, but there’s no indication online that it is.

Or is there?!

But its super action packed. Its really like “300”, so if you like that show, you’d love Immortals.

Just your plain action film!

I wanna watch “Puss in Boots” also, though. I dunno why, but I kinda like to see shows like that. Animation shows. I know, you’d call me childish or what, who cares!

:D!

Actually, I dunno how to link, so I’d just abruptly jump into the next topic-

Sigh, I’ve never actually thought about stuff this hard in my 19 years of life, but now I’m actually at a crossroad.

The more I think about it, the more confused I get, and the more doubtful I have about my future.

I’ve invested so much money on this already, and I’m going to pump in even more in the coming months, but its such an unstable kind of thing.

I mean, I wanna call it a hobby, but its kind-of an expensive hobby, with all the purchases I’ve made already.

But I really, really wanna make it work!

I’ve never done so much self-studying about something on my own before, but by pursuing this, I’ve actually done so much self-reading on my own and figuring out stuff on my own as well.

Sacrificing time and effort.

Yet when I think about what I have on my hands right now, I’ve actually never done any self-study related to it AT ALL since I started it.

Which kinda sucks.

I mean, as I look around those that are in the same course as me, or even in a related course, they’d be talking about so much specifics that I have no idea what they’re talking about.

Yet, when it comes to my hobby, I can tell you the differences between 1 and 2 easily.

Am I on the wrong path? Shall I change it? Its such a big risk, and I’m not able to handle it if I fail.

Yet, if I continue on, I’d slowly turn into a machine, and most likely be lost if no one plans my next step.

Which is kinda where I’m at now.

Sigh.

Also, I dunno what’s this feeling I’m having now.

I mean, I don’t wanna sound like a jerk, but at the same time, I dunno if I am.

Leading down the wrong roads, and scared of the consequences. Should I continue what I’m doing? Or should I not?

I want to, but then again, I don’t want to. I mean, if I do, I know it’s not substantial, but if I don’t, I might be wasting a chance of a lifetime.

Actually, that’s what I think I would be doing, anyway.

But I’m not sure on this. So much influx of emotions suddenly, I dunno what to feel!

School’s going just fine. Actually, I’m kinda NOT looking forward to grad day. Because it means splitting up from this awesome group of people that I’ve grown to kinda “like” since entering.

I mean, if you look back when I start to enter, it’s such a difference. SUCH A BIG DIFFERENCE. Yes, they still aren’t the most polite people in the world [actually its just 1-2], and not really the most language-mannered people in the world, but it has grown to have comfort around them already.

Sigh.

Then now, meeting a new obstacle, I dunno how to cross it.

Yes people, finally, I’ve struck an obstacle that I’ve trouble crossing. Usually, I’d be able to solve stuff on my own, but this time, I think I’mma gonna need some help.

…Or maybe not. My life, my way baybeh. :D.

At least, I hope so. ._.

Stop thinking about it, stop thinking about it.

Stop thinking about it.

Yes.

Concentrate on your tasks at hand.

Mantra. Yes.

So anyways, I think I’m not going to cross 1.5k words this time ‘round. I’m only at 1152 at the current moment, and I’ve run out of topics to write already.

I mean, I think I can extend it till 1500 words, but then the main, juicy part of this post has already been milked to the very last drop already, and I can’t squeeze in anything more!

Well, I can, but I don’t want to go back and edit! I’m trying my best to just do a one-time write through these days.

And maaaaaaan, what’s up with my English now, can’t even write descriptive idioms with ease anymore.

Which is bad. ):

So I guess, 1250, and ending! Put this in your list! Where for the first time, I’ve never reached 1500 words, and ending a blogpost!

=Kambodia.

P.S. Sigh, should I continue this path? Meeting crossroads at so many areas now. Usually, one forked road is tough enough, now there’s like, more than one!

And if you know me, you know I don’t like to decide on stuff. Well, sometimes I do if no one else does, but you know, if I had a choice, I would choose not to make a choice, and just see where the future takes me!

But if I do that, I might severely damage myself and what I want. But the future would be more clearer, that’s for sure.

Sigh.

P.P.S. So today’s 20/11/2011. The 2nd last reoccurring year! Next year, 20/12/2012, would be the last of the last, as there’s no more 20/13/2013. So, I guess as the years pass, so does everything!

Do something major on a milestone, I shall!

P.P.P.S. I NOT HAPPY. 90 MORE WORDS ONLY. Mind if I mindlessly rant here? No? I thought so.

Well, I’m not ranting anyway. I just wanna say that my Sis is coming back soon! Yay! Which is so AWESHOM.

But at the same time, I lost my Camera Charger, WHICH IS A TOTAL MOOD-BREAKER. Seriously. I just sat in my chair and did nothing. Absolutely nothing except thinking and breathing.

I was so deep down in the depths in the ocean, and up till now, I still can’t believe I lost the charger.

I’m a very sad panda.

And I just achieved 1517 words.

Achievement Unlocked: End on a melancholic, yet joyous, note. [3G]